Today was awful.. I feel like I could cry... there is soo much I wnat to say ut can't. It kinda sucks because I don't know anyone up here I can trust or talk to. I feel so alone right now Just one terrible thing after another. Well the day started out good. I went and took a dive test at Sea World, but then the rest of the day went soooo.. sour. Work, finding out things, yuck. I wish I had someone to talk to here who would actually listen or something. But everyone I know wouldn't care and I hate burdening people with that stuff anyways... soo.. maybe I'll just go home and sleep tonight.